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アクセスログを見ると、結構みなさん読んでくださってるようで、なんというかありがたい。
歌詞の翻訳ちっくなやつがヒットするのかしら??
そして、今更むかしブログ友達が残してくれたコメに気付くという...ちーん

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ふと昔の投稿読んで、死ぬほど後悔しましたw
なんなんだあののろけはいったい!I cannot understand at all what I did two years ago.
これから彼氏できても、たぶんあそこまでは書けないだろうなあ。若かったなあ。しみじみ。

最近は名古屋とはめっきりご無沙汰なのですが、たまに出かけて金時計で待ち合わせしてるカップルとか、栄でお買い物してるカップルとかみると、いいなーとかこんにゃろーとか羨ましい気持ちになったりするのですが、彼氏はそんなに欲しい気分ではないかな。いや、できるならほしいけどね。正確に言うと、月に1,2回、夜おしゃべりしながら一緒にご飯食べたりお酒飲んだりできる、男性のお友達がほしい。彼氏でも、彼氏じゃなくても。友達になれない人とは彼氏になれないので、まあつまりは同じようなものかな。手を繋げる人とは彼氏になれる。手を繋げない人はお友達。そんなかんじ。最近はハグは友達ならできるかなって感じ。アメリカで散々ハグしたし。ハグは今更彼氏だけの物じゃなくなった。むしろ、昔なんであんなに彼氏のハグを求めてたのかわからん、まあ彼氏がいたからだと思うけど。ほんとケチだよね、彼女にしておいてハグあげないなんて。she wanted it so badly, just should have given her a hug. anyway she is not her anymore. It's just like spilt milk to talk about exs.

あーでもおしゃれして男性とデートしたい!
あわよくばハグしたい!ハグされたい!どっちでもいーや! 
surprised
I'm so surprised to find I wrote a post in the U.S. and I felt lonely there.
I easily forget bad memories. I always remember happy stuffs.
In my memories days in the U.S. shine all the time. I worked hard at the office, studied well in the library, ate a lot at the caf and laughed a lot with friends.
As I have done in my life, I left my sweet memories at the place, I mean at that university. I left my friends there. I always leave the places and my people and it hurts me less. 

I like to leave somewhere. It's much easier than staying there with memories. Sweet memories should be in the past to keep moving forward. I don't like to stay at the same place for a long time. It makes me bored and boring. Ex-boyfriends should be in the past and they will never be mine again. They can be my friends, if they wanna be and I also wanna be.

I don't know me in the U.S. still like me in Japan right now. Momo-chan in Japan, spending time in her home town, faces a reality that she just consumes her time working at a supermarket and a restaurant without thinking deeply. it's not necessarily to earn money and get along with coworkers. 
Ah she decided to be a teacher and has been waiting for a notification of passing exams. She feels like she has been killing time to see that letter for a months. 

I don't know if I'm cheerful or attractive as I imagined myself in the past.
Maybe I left myself there, I left a girl struggling to survive in a different culture with a foreign language. It was exciting and fun. I still miss my days sometimes. 

It is my sweet memory and it should be in the past. The past is connected to the present and the future. It always helps to move on. Momo-chan is no longer a girl. She is a woman leaving her in the past and facing up to her future.