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牡蠣食べてきた
鳥羽へ焼ガキ食べ放題いってきた。
すんごくおいしかった。もうこれでもかってくらい、カキ食べた。ひいいい!まんぞく!
ひたすらに、「カキの平たい面から焼く。表面乾いてきたら、裏返してカーブしてる面を焼く。口が開いたら、ちょっと放ってから、テコの原理でこじ開ける。殻の上で身が白から色が変わるまで焼く。」というのを繰り返す。そして、たべるたべる。それがまぁおいしいこと!ベルギーで、ムール貝をひたすら食べたのを思い出したよ。焼ガキじゃなくて、白ワインで蒸したようなのも食べたくなるね。贅沢!しかし、昼間からビールのんで牡蠣食べて、幸せだったぜ

ついでに夫婦岩とその横の水族館にも寄りました。トリップアドバイザーによると、日本5位らしい。ほんとかよ!?って入ったけど、アザラシのお散歩は狂いそうなくらいかわいかったし、アザラシタッチもできて気絶しそうでした。かわいかった...
あとは、赤福餅と季節限定ぜんざいも美味しかった。いやーしあわせ。お土産に買ってこればよかった(完璧に忘れてた)
夫婦岩をバックに自撮りしたお写真が、死にそうにかわいい。つい現像してしまった。
帰りの四日市コンビナートの夜景がきれいだった。最近観光資源ってことで売り出してるんだよね?いやー、あのキラキラ感はよい。ハウルの動く城を彷彿とさせます。

しかし高速代を渋るから、移動になんだかめちゃ時間かかった。私ならすぐ高速使っちゃうのに!(まぁ都市高速は使いたくないけども...)

たーくさんおしゃべりもしたし、久しぶりに超楽しかった。
it's not my excuse

Broken up with my ex.

It just happened.

I couldn't handle it.

Nobody handled it.

 

I believe so. I decided to believe so.

me after a year
It's been a long since I post a diary here. I somehow remember that I used to keep a diary on the Internet.

I have dated with an amazing man for a year. We are now engaged and will be married next winter.
He is warm and kind. He hasn't changed at all. He always tries to understand me and he actually does. 
I have worked as an English teacher at highschool for a year. I love teaching English and being with young beautiful kids,
sometimes I feel like quiting a job and experience something disgusting (not about students but coworkers) though.

Being with my favorite people ease my heart. Working is fighting, however, I cannot stand against everything.
I need to be relaxed, honest and loved. My boyfriend, family, old friends... My favorite people make what I am.

I love my days, and right now, just feel happy with being at my parents home, staying at clean place and eating healthy food! lol
Yeah I love my days. <3
 
I love it so much!
I like to hang out with you to have something tasty, walking around, talking about friends and some serious stuffs.
I feel so confy to be with you even when we lose any topic to talk. Just stay quiet for a while. :)
I wanna be closer to you, I just don't have enough courage to move on yet though.
gosh it sounds so romantic here, doesn't it? so cute! :P
I guess  I like you a lot, and I love it. :)
かわいいかわいい
ももちゃんかわいいね
って、男性から言われるの好きだし嬉しいけど、あんまり「かわいい」て私をほめてくれる人は、おもしろいお友だちにはならないかなぁっていう傾向がある。(年配の友人を除く)

「話してるとおもしろいなぁ」とか、そういう風に言ってくる人の方が、ほんとうに私の中身をおもしろがってる気がするから、話も深くしやすい。
まず、「ももちゃん」になる前に、わたしは一人の「(名字)さん」でありたい。一個の個人としてね。若い女子なんてアドバンテージはすぐどっかいっちゃうじゃない、ほら、もう女子大生でもなくなっちゃうんだもん。そんな「かわいらしさ」なんて、所詮その程度。問題なのは年を取って魅力にできる、愛嬌とか明るさとか、あとは頭のよさかなぁと思う。

軽く「かわいい」て言ってこない人は、まずチャラくないし、大抵「お話ししてると楽しいよ」と言ってくれるから、内面が気に入られてるなって思えて嬉しい。わたしにとっては、これが大事な尺度。

まぁかわいいって言われるのも嬉しいから、どんどん言って!て感じだけど(笑)
なんかふとそんなこと思ったから書いておく。
nowadays
I feel so happy to be with people who understand me well.

I traveled to Beijing, China two months ago and my university in the U.S. last month. I met my good people there and I miss them a lot. I miss you guys a lot. :)

Traveling and visiting museums help me understand how people see the histories.
I didn't know Sino-Japan war has been recognised as a part of a struggling of a construction of United brand-new modern China. I didn't know that 9-11 attack has been memorized as the great surprise and sorrow of the first direct attack against the U.S. and so many losses of loved ones. It is a still living and vivid memory.

My Chinese friend told me it was so sad for her that two Chinese and Japanese oeople cannot avoid thinking the war when they wanna get closer even these two countries has had a rich and long relationship.
It absolutely is. Also I'm kind of shocked because I'm that kind of person.

Also my male friend said I was the first Japanese who worked on a construction of peace. I guess my small steps did help him to know another part of Japan and I'm glad about it.

Plus I found a guy who I felt so comfortable to be with. He's kind, quiet, smart and always warm. I like to spend time with him having coffee and pancake, walking around the streets, talking about books and music and just staying quiet together. sounds so sweet, doesn't it?

I love my days and am looking forward to seeing myself next month. I will keep moving on with good people. Love you guys all!
got a job!
FINALLY I got a job. yay! I've waited for a month and a half. gosh. anyway I dont have to worry about my future after graduation anymore at least. I will keep studying English and do my best to help kids grasp some important principles shared in the world. :)
そういえば
アクセスログを見ると、結構みなさん読んでくださってるようで、なんというかありがたい。
歌詞の翻訳ちっくなやつがヒットするのかしら??
そして、今更むかしブログ友達が残してくれたコメに気付くという...ちーん

male friends
ふと昔の投稿読んで、死ぬほど後悔しましたw
なんなんだあののろけはいったい!I cannot understand at all what I did two years ago.
これから彼氏できても、たぶんあそこまでは書けないだろうなあ。若かったなあ。しみじみ。

最近は名古屋とはめっきりご無沙汰なのですが、たまに出かけて金時計で待ち合わせしてるカップルとか、栄でお買い物してるカップルとかみると、いいなーとかこんにゃろーとか羨ましい気持ちになったりするのですが、彼氏はそんなに欲しい気分ではないかな。いや、できるならほしいけどね。正確に言うと、月に1,2回、夜おしゃべりしながら一緒にご飯食べたりお酒飲んだりできる、男性のお友達がほしい。彼氏でも、彼氏じゃなくても。友達になれない人とは彼氏になれないので、まあつまりは同じようなものかな。手を繋げる人とは彼氏になれる。手を繋げない人はお友達。そんなかんじ。最近はハグは友達ならできるかなって感じ。アメリカで散々ハグしたし。ハグは今更彼氏だけの物じゃなくなった。むしろ、昔なんであんなに彼氏のハグを求めてたのかわからん、まあ彼氏がいたからだと思うけど。ほんとケチだよね、彼女にしておいてハグあげないなんて。she wanted it so badly, just should have given her a hug. anyway she is not her anymore. It's just like spilt milk to talk about exs.

あーでもおしゃれして男性とデートしたい!
あわよくばハグしたい!ハグされたい!どっちでもいーや! 
surprised
I'm so surprised to find I wrote a post in the U.S. and I felt lonely there.
I easily forget bad memories. I always remember happy stuffs.
In my memories days in the U.S. shine all the time. I worked hard at the office, studied well in the library, ate a lot at the caf and laughed a lot with friends.
As I have done in my life, I left my sweet memories at the place, I mean at that university. I left my friends there. I always leave the places and my people and it hurts me less. 

I like to leave somewhere. It's much easier than staying there with memories. Sweet memories should be in the past to keep moving forward. I don't like to stay at the same place for a long time. It makes me bored and boring. Ex-boyfriends should be in the past and they will never be mine again. They can be my friends, if they wanna be and I also wanna be.

I don't know me in the U.S. still like me in Japan right now. Momo-chan in Japan, spending time in her home town, faces a reality that she just consumes her time working at a supermarket and a restaurant without thinking deeply. it's not necessarily to earn money and get along with coworkers. 
Ah she decided to be a teacher and has been waiting for a notification of passing exams. She feels like she has been killing time to see that letter for a months. 

I don't know if I'm cheerful or attractive as I imagined myself in the past.
Maybe I left myself there, I left a girl struggling to survive in a different culture with a foreign language. It was exciting and fun. I still miss my days sometimes. 

It is my sweet memory and it should be in the past. The past is connected to the present and the future. It always helps to move on. Momo-chan is no longer a girl. She is a woman leaving her in the past and facing up to her future.